As you all know, I just had a test in anatomy on the muscles. My group and I studied for 16 hours in 3 days plus the other numerous hours we spent studying the muscles at other times. When test came I was sure that I aced it. I just knew that I got in the high 90's, after all my lowest test score so far was a 93% and I studied the most for this one. I was pretty sure that I got a 98%, I remembered one that I knew I got wrong. I couldn't wait to get my test back...
Well We got our tests back today in the lab and I only got an 84% I was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO mad. I think one of the worst feelings in the world is knowing you did your best and your best just wasnt good enough, well I had A LOT of that feeling inside me. I am not proud of this, but i got so angry that I ripped my test, crumpled it up, threw it on the floor and I think a little steam was coming out of my ears. It was like in cartoons where their face turns red, their ears start steaming and in some cases their head actually explodes! I was almost there.
I have been getting so burnt out in this class, I was looking forward to getting this test back to give me a boost to keep going, to show me that if I put in the work when it gets hard it will be worth it and I will be rewarded... Well that is NOT what happened, I am more discouraged than ever and now I just want to make it through and have this class be over. I have another test coming up tomorrow and Thursday on the Nervous system, Senses and Endocrine system... I can only hope to do even half as well on this test as the last because the material is much harder and my motivation is about 1/300th of what it used to be.
84% might as well have been an F
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
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